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September 27 This is the story of a girl… *This is me. Celia. I am not your ordinary girl. I’m the type of girl who will burst out laughing in dead silence because of something that happened yesterday. i can be hard to understand. im really sensitive. im a hopeless romantic i guess im a little impulsive.. i say things that i don't mean, without thinking of the outcome.. im a pretty friendly person, sometimes, i seem to come off as a shy type of person I have loved, learned, and lost. My killer instinct tells me to be aware of evil boys I smile/laugh too much. I try not to worry but i worry too much. I hate doing nothing && being bored. I miss the good times of being young I hear voices I crave many things I am addicted to coffee *yumm* it makes me happy :) lol I love shopping, dancing, cuddling, music, tattoos, and piercings. I have no problem with rules, in fact i happily follow them whenever they don't get in the way of what i want to do! i can get pretty hyper at times.. i'm that girl when you first meet me you think im crazy … if you don't like, bug off! I have brown hair, but you’d swear I was blonde ((hence the streaks)) *blondest brunette you will ever meet* I'm obsessed with Roo <3 ((my hero)) I say many stoopid things She’s the girl with the messed up life, I’m not afraid of my past. It’s made me who I am and I embrace the mistakes I’ve made. I make up excuses for everything, yet I’m a very bad liar. You can’t change me or make me into someone I’m not. Im independent. Born in September, making me a very proud virgo. I find it difficult to be mean, unless you give me a reason to be. I love having a good time, with great friends. I'm a sister, a daughter, a friend, a shoulder, an ear. I believe in the impossible. My weakness is that I care too much I live by quotes that explain exactly what im going through. I’m a princess all the way down to my glass sneakers and my enchanted sweatpants. Im vulnerable to believing lies. I’m sick of the hook ups, the set ups, the fcuk ups, the guy who doesn’t know what he wants, the guy who does but won’t admit it, the one who only want one thing…I just want the REAL thing. Laugh when u can, apologize when you should//and let go of what you can’t change. Kiss slowly, play hard, and forgive quickly. Take chances, give everything and have no regrets. Life is too short to be anything but happy! It’s funny how when you get through a year, nothing has seemed to change… September 25 *13-09-06*Side Of A Bullet - Nickelback
Uncle Sam taught him to shoot Maybe a little too well Finger on the trigger, loaded bullet He hit the stage so full of rage And let the whole world know it Six feet away, they heard him say "Oh God, don't let him pull it" Please God, don't let him pull it How could you put us through it? His brother watched you do it How could you take his life away? (What made you think u had the right?) How could you be so full of hate? (To take away somebody's life) And when I heard you let him die And made the world all wonder why I sat at home and on my own, I cried alone And scratched your name On the side of a bullet And in the wake of his mistake So many lives are broken Gone forever from a loaded bullet And no excuse that you could use Could pull somebody through it And to this day so many say "God why'd you let him do it?" How could you let him do it? How could you put us through it? His brother watched him do it How could you take his life away? (What made you think u had the right?) How could you be so full of hate? (To take away somebody's life) And when I heard you let him die And made the world all wonder why I sat at home and cried alone and on my own I scratched your name On the side of a bullet July 03 quOteS tO LiVe bY*\\Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say NO. Spend all your cash! Fall in love <3 . Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at a stupid joke. Cry. Get revenge. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell the asshole what you feel. Let someone know what they're missing. Laugh till your stomach hurts. LIVE LIFE! April 27 Life..As we grow up, We learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. sometimes you gotta run away, to see who will run after you. *Always tell sumone how You feel . Mean what you say and say what you mean . Even when its hard ; cause opportunities are Lost in a blink of an eye but regrets can Last a Life time. A crush is nothing but an infatuation that doesn’t last over a month. Love is wanting nothing under the BEST for the person who matters the most to you in this life. Love is giving someone everything they always dreamed they'd never have; just to admire their smile for that one second. You can never fall out of love; even if the bond may break, the feelings will always stay. The memories will always be your shadow and reminder that you once had someone that special. If you really love someone and truly care for them, don’t ever let them walk outa your life. The regret will trail behind you forever, reminding you of the tears you cried and all those amazing times you shared. Remember keep it real and forget about those crushes that won’t get you anywhere. Don’t be scared to tell someone you really care about how you feel because you got nothing to lose; if you never let them know how you feel; it’s something you’ll never forget and always regret for the rest of your days. Don’t lose the one thing that could change your life forever for no reason & always remember [.keep.it.TRUE.] I take the good with the bad, Smile with the sad, Love what I got, And remember what I had. Always forgave, But never forgot, Learned from my mistakes, But never regret. People change, Things go wrong, I just remembered..Life Goes On
They say that when you die, turn a few heads cause a commotion give them something to talk about L ife is S hort ... B reak some R ules its hard to chase your dreams,, in stilettos April 26 LyricssHeaven's gates won't open up for me Show me what it's like _the trOubLe wiTh lOve iS * \\
Love can be a many splendored thing Can't deny the joy it brings A dozen roses, diamond rings Dreams for sale and fairy tales It'll make you hear a symphony And you just want the world to see But like a drug that makes you blind, It'll fool ya every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See, you got no say at all Now I was once a fool, it's true I played the game by all the rules But now my world's a deeper blue I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too I swore I'd never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn't worth the pain But then I hear it call my name Every time I turn around I think I've got it all figured out My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin' Over and over again This sad story always ends the same Me standin' in the pourin' rain It seems no matter what I do It tears my heart in two The trouble with love is It's in your heart It's in your soul (it doesn't care how fast you fall) You won't get no control (and you can't refuse the call) See, you got no say at all There was a time I watched the walls around me crumble She is the prom queen, I'm in the marching band. March 20 funny shtufff <3As we all know, laughing is healthy && whoever knows me should know that i laugh way too much and sometimes for the stupidest and unknown reasons. (right justin?hehe) The following are a few people or things that are at fault when it comes to my weirdness! None of you will understand it, but i love ittt! haha.
To begin: i'm the kind of person who laughs at a joke 3 times *
| o n c e , when it's told | o n c e, when it's explained to me | o n c e, five minutes later when i finally get it ....hehe! My new favorite 'song', written by no one other than: Anthony;; my viper buddy *wink* When You Look At... [www.myspace.com/xmoakx] says:
Other things that make me die of laughter: Basically ANY conversation that goes on between me && Justin! He's the only one who has the power to make me laugh as much as i do...God knows why *rolls eyes*. Here are very few priceless examples listed below. js says: NEVADA!! =) js says: what's up? аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says (in somewhat of a robotic voice) : nm, you? js says: your a children аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says (all defensive): whaaa? nooo!! i'm 18 you!! js says: ya, but you're 5'2 js says: it's H (ache) аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says: noooooooooo, it's H (hache) js says: oh lord js says & laughs: аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says: whatever justin!! stop =( js says: blah blah blah's AUnt bla blah blah аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ pauses, laughs & says: AUnt justin? AUnt? it's Aunt (pronounced ant) what? noo, do you see her crawling on the floor celia?? huh do you? it's AUnt ok! аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says: js says: AYE аиg εℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says:ok, you go eat your fish && i'll go eat my pizza! аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says:justin, i'm starting to think that you are hot js says: js says: js says (in his funny voice): "goddammm" аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ imitates: "goddammm" js says: if i were a comedian...and everyone was like you...i'd be rich! аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ laughs hysterically: hahahahahahahahahahaha js says: js just sent you a Nudge! аиg εℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙says:i am american citizen, i have my rights just like you js. says: we're canadian loser
аиg εℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says:I think I am gonna become a murderer (because of all the abuse) js. says: Police Officer says: i've been waiting for a punk like you... Kevin ((after getting a speeding ticket)) says: Police Office says: you know what you did right? I swear, I wouldn't have done it if i knew you were there! justin says: аиg εℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says:pfft, i was gunna help yuu with yuur spanish oral..but fine go see ur spanish friend instead js says: js says: whats an underaged person like you doing at Trixx?...CHILDREN! аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says: im legal now!! js [oh my love, my darling] says: аиg εℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says:what, do all bar entrances have to have the mesuring tape like the rides at la ronde for someone to get in legally?? js [oh my love, my darling] says: they should ... im gonna suggest it! аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says: justin says: аиgεℓ εузѕ∙∙•∙ says:
GRAZIANO...work without him wouldn't be the same ((it would probably be a lot EASIER! haha!!)) He's too much, but you've gotta love him! Graziano: You didn't count the doillies? What do you think this is? I don't believe you. Celia: But, but why would you count... Graziano: I said count the doillies right now!! Celia: Um, ok..1,2,3...28,29,30... Graziano bursts out laughing Celia: omg...u gotta be joking
Anna, i'm so glad you've joined the family! Please do not change even though you're getting older and might become a mommy one day...haha Anna: Celia and Elyssa come here. You girls are punished! Elyssa & Celia *not listening* : um ya ok..we're going out....bye =) Anna says:Shaggy Binjaaaaaaa
Gino & Francesca...oh man! You guys are too much with your prank calls, bah i love you guys anyways! Francesca says: wanna stick your chicken in my pita & get tzaziki sauce on my face? gino on the phone: blablabla...asiaaa, stop biting...blablabla
Amandaa...We say && do a shitload of stoopid and funny things, ah how boring those crazy nights without u would be (no drunk girl to give directions and lead us to NDG/Lachine)lol While walking at the old port Amanda says: How are my tits u guys?? Random guy on the street walking past us says: PERFECT! Amanda says:
keep in mind: that's not all....many more to come when i can actually think or have time! **you should give me a while**
February 14 ...just venting...Ever notice that when you tell a guy you love him, and he tells you he loves you back, He usually doesn't? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ‘’lOve is a crime‘’ && ‘’my love is on the line‘’ ¿ i guess it was just a dream ? my heart couldn't possibly break … when it wasn't even whole to start with </3 ++I thought you were different, but you’re like the rest its true++ Why did you lie to me? Your heart is in a place I no longer wanna be. i knew there'd come a day i'd set you free cause: i’m sick and tired of always being sick and tired. i lost my peace of mind somewhere along the way, i knew there'd come a time you'd hear me say: i'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired! Broken heart again → another lesson learned… Better know your ‘friends’ → Or else you will get burned! Gotta count on me cause I can guarantee that→ i'll be fine! All my life I’ve been waiting for you to bring a fairy tale my way; been living in a fantasy without meaning, instead left broken empty in despair. Thought you were sent from up above, but you and me never had love. So much more I have to say, help me find a way… Why do you play me like a game? Always something else to blame! {{..yuu give love a bad name..}} All the time that we spend together…I Cause I'm I believe life will go on, the wind will blow, water will flow, and the sun will shine, You know I'm You can say what you want about me, do what you want to me, but you can not stop me. I've been knocked down, it's a crazy town ain't nothing in the world that you keep me from doing what I wanna do…Held my head high, knew i’d survive. Well I made it; I don't hate it, that’s just the way it goes!I done made it through, stand on my own two, I paid my dues!Tried to hold me down, you can't stop me now, I paid my dues!
…//first they wanna build you up, then they tear you down. It's a struggle, you try to bubble\\.. I looked into your eyes, captivated by your wicked smile. I was mesmerized there for a while or two…But what's a girl gonna do?...when I lay in my bed, with your stupid face in my head. Its just another piece in my life, now I'm a sexy single woman and that's OK…i'm living on my own and i'm feeling the way I do…like a sexy single woman! Happy turns to sad…Sometimes life gets bad…Things get rearranged…Nothing stays the same…It just never ends…Here we go again…One thing still remains…Seasons, seasons change. It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story. This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking, and I've been wrong, I’ve been down, been to the bottom of every bottle, these five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?" //If only everyone cared and nobody cried Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway, we could end up saying the things we've always needed to say, so we could end up staying friends. Now the story's played out like this, just like a paperback novel. Let's rewrite an ending that fits…instead of a Hollywood horror* Here I am, once again…I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend…I just thought you were the one. Broken up, deep inside…but you won't get to see the tears I cry behind these hazel eyes. I told you everything, opened up and let you in…you made me feel alright for once in my life. Now all that's gone: Because of you--I never stray too far from the sidewalk Now why should I believe anything you say? And how could you shame me that way? Here's the thing we started off friends. It was cool but it was all pretend. You dedicated you took the time and it wasn't long till I called you mine. But Since U Been Gone I can breathe for the first time, I’m so moving on. Thanks to you now I get what I want… I want a man by my side → not a boi who runs and hides! Always <<It feels so good when you let go of all the drama in your life>> <<Now I’m free from all the pain, free from all the games, free from all the stress>> January 30 love <3Love <3
Love is a complicating thing. It’s funny how you get hurt over and over again, but you don’t stop loving someone. It’s funny how people don’t treasure what’s in front of them and they find out what it’s worth when they lose it. Words are powerful, it can somewhat erase all the pain you once felt …sometimes temporary…sometimes forever. Sometimes we give someone our all just so they can be happy…yet we forget our own happiness. You can know someone so much…so much more than they know themselves. You know their bad habits, tempers, weaknesses and strengths. Sometimes you can predict what’s going to happen before it happens. You can predict the result and the possible trap you may be falling into...yet blinded...we fall right into it. Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love…but I still love you!
. 10 Things I Hate About You .
. I hate the way you talk to me, . . And the way you cut your hair. . . I hate the way you drive my car, . . I hate it when you stare. . . I hate your big dumb combat boots . . And the way you read my mind. . . I hate you so much it makes me sick, . . It even makes me rhyme. . . I hate the way you’re always right, . . I hate it when you lie. . . I hate it when you make me laugh, . . Even worse when you make me cry . . I hate it when you’re not around, . . And the fact that you didn’t call . . But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, . . Not even close… . . Not even a little bit… . . Not even at all! . .   .So from now on, when you think of me...
just remember that I could've been the best thing that ever happened to you* January 24 </3you were the one thing that i could count on you were my everything,, and then i found out that we meant nothing, from someone on the street and i never saw it coming,, no i never saw it coming i believed all the things you said, i believed in you if you were me, would you push you or would you turn the other cheek and forgive you would you cry out would you break down or would you wait for karma to come around would you give up would it be enough,, to make you never ever wanna be in love what would you do,, if you were me would it be through. i dont know whats left to talk about but i find it hard to leave without some closure how could you want her when you were still with me you turned something so good so bad threw out all the things that we had put yourself in my shoes its sad and i never saw it coming,, no i never saw it coming i believed all the things you said, i believed in you if you were me,, would you push you or would you turn the other cheek and forgive you would you cry out would you break down or would you wait for karma to come around would you give up would it be enough,, to make you never ever wanna be in love what would you do,, if you were me would it be through.
 ♪ All I really wanted was some of your time...Instead you told me lie...When someone else was on your mind...What do you do to me...Look what you did to me...I thought that you were someone who would do me right...until you played with my emotions and you made me cry...What did you do to me...Can't take what you did to me ♪
December 24 ღ ..for that special someoneee.. ღ.I.wanna.be.someones.reason.
..:: yuur the reason i smile for no reason <3 ::..
Not just infatuation, not just a crush
Iwannabethereasonyousmile What is Love?
Love Is When:
Wow; I’ve found him...
When you ask me why I love you, I don't know what to say.
m i n d racing --> knees shaking
we are perfect in our im.perfection <33
since the first time he ran his fingers through my hair
Everi time we t Ouch ii get t his feel ling Everi time we ki ss s iii s wear r i coul d fl y
crushed, by the sweetest lips I’ve never kissed
ii h<3art you,, you idiot Baby Its You & Me Against The Worldღ //.Your.the.only.one.for.my.broken.heart.\\ </3
\\I wish i could spend every minute of every hour of every day in your arms;
FINALLY: Me without Youu is like...
╔╗ ╔╗ December 09 ...her! <3Tell her how you admire her ♥ always tell her you love her at all times. ♥ when she's upset hold her tight. pick her over all the other girls you hang out with♥ play with her hair. pick her up tickle her and wrestle with her. just talk to her. tell her jokes♥ bring her flowers just because. hold her hand and run. just hold her hand♥ throw pebbles at her window at night. ♥ let her fall asleep in your arms. ♥sing to her no matter how awful you sound. get her mad at you, then kiss her ♥. GIVE HER piggy BACK RIDES. push her on swings. tell her ♥ she look's beautiful. when she's sad, stay on the phone with her, even if she's not saying anything. LOOK INTO HER EYES AND SMILE. kiss her on her forehead. slow dance with her even if there's no music. KISS HER IN THE RAIN. And when you fall in LOVE with her...TELL her! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ June 18 happy thoughts*Think about the following one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one... it does makes you feel good, especially the thought at the end.
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No line ups at the store counters. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!) 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15. The beach. 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 19. Running through sprinklers. 20. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 21. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 22. Laughing at an inside joke. 23. Friends!! 24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 25. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 26. Your first kiss (either the very first or with someone you like/love). 29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. 30. Playing with a new puppy. 31. Having someone play with your hair. 32. Sweet dreams. 33. Hot chocolate. 34. Road trips with friends. 35. Swinging on swings. 36. Making eye contact with a cute stranger. 37. Making chocolate chip cookies. 38. Having your friends send you homemade cookies. 39. Holding hands with someone you care about. 40. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change. 41. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you. 42. Watching the sunrise. 43. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day. 44. Knowing that somebody misses you. 45. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. 46. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think. June 13 Random Quotes|*| I want A Guy Who Calls Me Beautiful Instead Of Hot
T h e g r e a t e s t t h i n g
♥ï d Råther Have ßadtimes With U
<3 <3 <3 I’m either too loud or too quiet.
When you say I’m beautiful I say yeah right.
now I lay myself down to sleep
¤ To My Other Half ¤ Crazy days and screwed up nights ((you know who you are))
·[ s0rry ]· if ii ain't »» perƒect ««
-d a n c e - Liike n0.0nez watchiing
I Miss It...
After a while u learn the Difference
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*One day your going to ask me..
Boy: I saw her today.
You used to make me feel so good;
*~*The worst thing in life is to lose a friend, a friend that means the world to you, a friend that you put all your trust and faith in, a friend that you believed in from the start, a friend that took the center of your heart, a friend that you'd die for, a friend that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime, a friend, a good friend, a best friend*~*
Best Friends: You and I
so many times a day I wonder if you are worth it, it’s because I love you
Why I Love You
Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful nor conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offence and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. -A Walk To Remember (The Movie) June 05 _we belOng tOgether\\*I didn't mean it |
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